Even if I wanted too, I couldnt. There had been too much said. Too much done. I couldn't. But I also couldn't deny it. I couldn't deny that he had been on my mind. That when I see them together, all I can think of is him. Him and I together. Our relationship...his current relationship somthing that I thought I was fine with..
Now it seemed that I couldn't handel it. I can't handle thinking of him not thinking of me.
I can't handle this. What was it that always drew me towards hi-....it. Of course I would never dare talk to him..ever again.
This is not to say that I'm having feelings for him. There were feelings and they were there but they were not "the" feelings.