I care what people think about me, even if I dont care about the people.

I don't want this talked about. I'm really offended and upsett.
I'm probally only feeding it and making it worse by trying to stop it. Yet I'm concered about it, the fact that people know about makes me uncomfertable and sad.
It's just somthing I'm honestly ashamed about and somthing that I really didn't want anyone finding out about. The fact that he told anyone is jut really upsetting.
I'm just really upset. I'm really worried that this is going to get out even more and then I'd seriously have to die.
Hide me. Can't bare to be seen.